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Lᴏʀᴛᴇʟ Kᴇʜᴇʟʟᴀɴᴅ | Tʜᴇ Gᴏʟᴅᴇɴ Dᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ([personal profile] vixenish) wrote2025-06-26 02:27 pm

SOMNIA | INBOX

LORTEL KEHELLAND
You feel a presence through the Murmur. It is sly, and sweet, and dangerous. For you, it will smile.

[ action ] . voice . text . “video”/apparition
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sometime mid july

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[ The next time Lortel puts on her mask, she'll be greeted with a somewhat familiar connection gently reaching out to her. There's a sense of hesitancy, as if she doesn't wish to intrude. ]

Hey, Lortel? It's Sharon. [ It's been a while since they last spoke, but she remembers Lortel's request: tell her when she finds a safe place. ]
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[ Lortel feels like a pop of color in a gray landscape of noise. When they'd first spoke, she'd found it unsettling. Now? It's pleasant. Friendly without any bite to it. Sharon warms instantly. ]

I'm good. I thought I'd call, for lack of a better term, to tell you I found a place. Safe, and only three stories. [ Lortel already knows she's wary of the skyscrapers and towering apartments. ] Are you? Safe and well, I mean.

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sculptedash: (‘Cause babe)

Sometime late at night through October

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[It's vague and hard to make out but with some effort a voice can heard whispering across tethered connection between Lortel and Ash. It's a low gravely voice that certainly isn't something Ash could mimic.]

I freed him from his binds, can you not feel him? Oh poor girl, you aren't free either.
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sculptedash: (pic#17970691)

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[Ash doesn't respond at first. The prodding eventually hits back with a dull sense of awareness.]

Huh? Lortel?

Tired- And kind of wish someone was smothering me with a pillow, but okay otherwise.

...What about you? Why are you up so late?
pointedlook: (strut)

in response to her "homeward" network post

[personal profile] pointedlook 2026-01-07 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her tether is unmistakable; the sticky sweetness of taffy, the smoke of caramel left too long on the burner. Underneath it, the sharp edge of a blade. Thin, like the smile she gives when she's pretending, when she's conducting business. This time, there's a brittleness to the steel he'd grown accustomed to from her. Maybe it's in how her words have looped back, how she asks the same question she did so many months ago, but the color of them has changed.

In any other circumstance, he'd solely be impressed and amused she'd managed such a cyclical thing. Except this isn't normal, not even by the changeable standards in this place. Instead, he feels like someone's poured ice water into his veins, the rekindling of their connection stark enough of a shock he finds himself gasping.

Seconds later, fear slithers up his spine, like the buried version of hers is catching. Struggling with the assortment of emotion, he doesn't respond to her speech on the mental network, instead reaching out individually. ]


And is this a dream or reality for you, now?
pointedlook: (ready for a fight)

[personal profile] pointedlook 2026-01-12 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ By years, he really hasn't been in dreamshare too long. Just about a decade; considering the earlier attempts at the PASIV technology and the pioneers of such, it isn't a lifetime. And some of the time within those years, he hadn't even been actively dreaming–either taking time off or trying to claw his way into the savory underbelly of the craft, after being discharged from the military.

Still, the time he has spent under the effects of Somnacin has accumulated into decades, if not more. He's become used to listening for specific words, to trimming away the spoken flourishes other people will use to couch their feelings.

So he pauses, a hush falling over his limbs and along the connection; like the breath before a plunge. ]


This time?

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backdated to lortel's return

[personal profile] saudades 2026-01-26 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[It comes rather without warning. Like a burned out light suddenly flickering back on, the buzz of electricity where there has only been dead, cold silence for months.

Her presence seeps into his mind, his soul, like it has always belonged there -- like it never left, but on his end, it's not so gentle or soft a sensation. He floods her like a tsunami, like a hurricane, and she is at the eye of the storm, yet anything but safe. Lightning crackles through every inch of the thread that connects them within the Murmur, capsizing and sinking any ships that seek safe harbor.

And in the static that coalesces with each bolt --



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The background plays a single long, discordant note, too sharp and too flat all at once. It's wrong. It's wrong. Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrongwrong she isn't s̷̨̡̟̱̓͂̓̃͆̄u̶͉̱̽̅̓͠ṕ̵̡̞̝̦̱̻͕̰p̵̧̥͖͔͕͖͎̙̩̣̩͙͍̫͊̈̕ͅo̶̡̟̞̜͓̣͝s̶̙͍̬̗͈̩̣͛̔͛̍́̋͠ẹ̸̢̣͍̹̳͖̮̜̆͒ḍ̷͊̽̌͆ ̴̰̫̹̗̝̼̞̙̉͊̆ṭ̷̫͖̣͉̤̘̺͍̘̮̂̒͆͑͘͝o̸̧̠͇̮͖̫̠̯͕̯̦̖̲̜͋̉̏͊̎̆̆̚ ̸̻̻̹͎̜̂̌̄̊͜͠b̵͔͇͓̭̃̽̐̎̓̄̈́͌̒ȇ̷̦̱̽̓̊̆͛̚ ̶̞͙̰͑h̶̛̬̖̠̫̽̓̅̍̎͑͑̽͂͝͠e̸̗̮͊͆̒͗̑̔͛̉̇͊̚r̴̩̭̖̈́̈́̈́̔̋̕͜ě̸̛̠͇̘̲̣̖̭̣̥͙̘̞̇̈́̑͝

The storm waters surge. But it's not water. Black ink crawls up her legs and arms and up to her throat before they suddenly ....... recede. Everything recedes, fades as though someone has pulled a drainage plug, until at last there is --

-- nothing. Nothing at all.

In the void where emotion should be, a tether tears with all the force of a gunshot. She's left to bleed alone.]
potentialman: (Fading away into nothingness.)

february, week 2ish \ cw: megumi-typical levels of suicidal ideation

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[ It's starting to become a familiar routine, especially as the month wears on and things get worse. Sometimes at her place, more often at his; one of them decides that they're done with suffering through the night alone and turns up to join the other.

Ever since Sukuna, trying to sleep has turned into a coin flip, for Megumi. Will he stay awake and stare at the ceiling while his thoughts run wild, or will exhaustion get the better of him and drag him under so his dreams can do their worst?

Either way, he's realized that a completely dark room only makes it easier for him to slip, to mentally wander back there to the bottom of his soul, where there was nothing to do but watch Sukuna destroy everything he loved and wish he could die and get it over with.

Thankfully, Manhattan is not without a Home Depot, and a couple strings of soft white Christmas lights now line the shelves on the perimeter of the room. It helps.

Not as much as not being alone helps, though, so when he hears the door open, he sits up. ]


Hey.
potentialman: (Fading away into nothingness.)

[personal profile] potentialman 2026-02-07 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
I know that. [ He still did it, though. ] It's not like getting up is ruining my sleep or anything.

[ Because his sleep, as usual, is already ruined enough on its own.

He scoots back to make a bit more room for her on the mattress. ]

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February - sometime after the Murmur post

[personal profile] cursedvessel 2026-02-07 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yuji wakes up mid-morning, like usual, and stumbles down to the kitchen with messy bed hair before he's even properly opened his eyes. He's already standing in front of the refrigerator, yawning and rubbing his eyes, before he realizes he's not alone.

Blinking blearily, he freezes when he catches sight of Lortel. But only for a moment. She's become a bit of a familiar sight around the dorms lately, much to his increasing curiosity and excitement. It doesn't take a genius to see how close she and Megumi are, and if Toji's response to their recent census is any evidence, Yuji isn't the only one who has noticed.

It also hasn't escaped him that she's been sleeping in Megumi's room. Kugisaki and Gojo-sensei would be shocked if they were here. Who knew Megumi could move so fast?]


Morning! [Yuji greets her in a bright, if slightly sleepy tone.]

Did you sleep okay? Hopefully Megumi didn't hog all the covers.

[Is Megumi a blanket hog? Probably not. But Yuji is willing to implicate him if it gives him an opening.]
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[A grin tugs at his lips and grows, slowly, with her response. Yuji might not be the most perceptive person in a room usually, but he still has pretty good instincts about people. And he can tell from Lortel's expression that she's in deep. A burst of warmth and relief fills his chest. Megumi deserves this. To have someone who cares about him so much. Who makes him happy.]

Sweet? Now I'm not sure we're talking about the same person. [His tone is light and teasing.]

You must be pretty special to him if you get to see his sweet side.

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dustyroad: (lawful neutral)

February- sometime in the middle of the month.

[personal profile] dustyroad 2026-02-27 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[There was a lot in Sleephattan that Shelley did not yet fully understand- but bitter nostalgia had led him on a strange pilgrimage that anyone who was on the edge of adulthood during a certain timeframe on his version of Earth needed to take, which led to a bit of curiosity and...

a conversation that he was still digesting.

But he knew someone who might know more, someone that he had made an arrangement with.

As such, Shelley donned his moth-like mask and took to the scooter he had found to make travel a little faster. A bike would have been ideal but... So it goes.

Still caught on the edge of the bitter confirmation of some details of this reality that he had found, a song ran on loop in part of his headspace while he reached out on the Murmur to fulfill his part of the arrangement.]


Hey, Lortel? If you've got a minute, I'd like to meet you somewhere to share something I learned about our friend who's keeping the lights on.

It's probs safer in person. I don't trust anything that she could snoop on.
potentialman: (Quitting.)

[personal profile] potentialman 2026-02-28 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

That does sound interesting.

While Megumi normally wouldn't mind if Lortel needed to take care of business without him around, he's pretty sure he would mind not hearing about this. ]
dustyroad: (lawful neutral)

[personal profile] dustyroad 2026-02-28 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Meg- the serious guy. Your partner, right?

[Partner in crime, business partner- but the teens would take it however they would, Shelley didn't care.

He didn't make deals that he couldn't keep.]


Yeah, bring him along. More brains and insights are great for this.

I'm...hmm..


[He scanned for landmarks, because the street signs were useless in times like these. ]

There's a memorial about six miles south of Central Park that I needed to check out for myself.

Uh. You need to be a certain age and from a certain place to get it, it doesn't matter.

Going by scooter...

Uh. I'll be at the Park soon enough.
Edited 2026-02-28 19:45 (UTC)